[Peace-discuss] [Prairiegreens] From Steven Salaita - A few thoughts on leavingacademe

Mon Jul 24 02:25:39 UTC 2017

I told my parents I wanted a pony when I grew up and went to college.

I think I spelt it wrong.

> On Jul 23, 2017, at 9:08 PM, ewj <ewj at pigs.ag> wrote:
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> I think it is actually a rather non-authentic and borrowed, plagiarized sort of phony.  They just don't make phony any more like they used to.  
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> Their phony is just a sort of paint, as if the look and feel was enough.  The smells of fake phony just fail to inspire like the real thing.
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> When one comes into contact with the absolute infinite purity of real phony, one is forever transformed.  The feigned stuff can't seem to reach those depths.  
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> On 2017-07-24 09:46 , Carl G. Estabrook <mailto:galliher at illinois.edu> Wrote: 
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> The UI, like much of the rest of the American academy, continues to plumb the murky depths of phoniness.
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> Best to you & yours, CGE
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>> On Jul 23, 2017, at 8:41 PM, ewj <ewj at pigs.ag <mailto:ewj at pigs.ag>> wrote:
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>> Thanks for sharing this, Carl. I enjoyed reading it (enjoyed it too much, perhaps) & likely would have not seen it otherwise.
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>> On 2017-07-23 01:35 , Carl G. Estabrook <mailto:galliher at illinois.edu> Wrote: 
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>> [A complete victory for the academy, against its stated principles, but for the purposes of its masters, the US 1%. How many junior (or even senior) faculty members will dare risk exercising their putative academic freedom to comment on US/Israeli depredations in the Mideast? —CGE]
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>> ***
>> Next week, I will depart Beirut and return to the DC area. I’m grateful to the students and friends who made our time in Lebanon so rewarding. We’ll remember this period with great fondness. My son grew from a toddler into a little boy in Beirut. His first memories are registered at AUB.
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>> Despite applying to positions on four continents, I was unable to find an academic job, so I no longer count myself among the professoriate. A number of colleagues have attempted to recruit me, but their efforts always get shut down by management. In turn, I often feel like I’m reliving the UIUC fiasco, which isn’t conducive to the kind of mood I prefer to inhabit. I’m easygoing, but I refuse to tolerate the indignities of a blacklist.
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>> My immediate plan is to write and give talks. I’m still young and energetic. I don’t intend to slosh around in self-pity. Whatever I end up doing, I will maintain the spirit of noncompliance that defined my time in academe. If you take any lesson from my ouster, please don’t let it be fear or caution. Docility is a gift to those who profit from injustice. Academe can no longer afford this luxury.
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>> People still ask if I would go back in time and change anything. I would not. If my behavior were dishonorable, then I might have something to regret. I condemned a brutal ethnocratic state. On this count, I will die unapologetic. And insofar as we are forced to contemplate life in binaries, I prefer unemployment to subservience. My heart is with those who struggle for dignity amid terrible oppression. I spare no loyalty to a bourgeois industry that rewards self-importance and conformity.
>> Despite every node of my disposition screaming at me not to say what I’m about to say, I again surrender to my lesser judgment: I leave academe feeling that, no matter my copious shortcomings, I managed to remain a decent human being. Zionists have worked overtime to incriminate me, but they’ve never found anything incriminating—not from a lack of diligence, but because there’s nothing to find but plainspoken disdain for settler colonization. I haven’t always been a good professor—I’m disorganized and forgetful and reclusive and unresponsive and an easy grader—but I’ve never compromised my ethics or sold out colleagues and students in order to ingratiate myself to power.
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>> Thank you for entertaining my self-indulgence. If my words sound incompatible with the demands of nuance and discretion that predominate in academic culture, then it’s because I’m no longer of the culture and thus unconstrained by its emphasis on disinterest and diplomacy. I can speak according to the whims of my conscience. This is what happens when you manage to survive a punishment. You become free.
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